My blog number 11
Been in love
When I was 8 I went to a specel school and they was a boy and we fell in love
And he came to my 8th bd party and I had my freest kiss and he usto come to my uth club and say hi thew the gate
I cart rember why we dident see one and u nuther now for years but I think it’s because we moved house.
The we went on holiday i was 10 and I met a girl and that was onley puppy love and thats when I throat i was gay and I don’t think I came out I think every one guess I was but I cart remember to be sure.
Then i was 13 I fell in love with a young girl But she wasn’t gay and one day we went to see her mum and dad in the shop and I ask her dad were she was and he said with her boy friend and The mass hobial felling came in my body and I felt so upset and so Jelus and I went home feeling sick and the next day I was love sick.
Then I fell in love with Vegetable boy. I was rally fuck up and confust. was I gay strat or bi and I still in love with him to this day.
And then I was 16 I fell in love with a gay girl and then I thort this is the one but she had a girl.i sent a valentines card but mum said she was not the one for me. It wasent to controll me its because she nose me and loved me and she nose me better then Ey one.
And then i was 18 fell in love with a boy and the I was so confust and he’s a bad boy but a Harte of gold and he got a staffy dog like me.
Then I fell in love with a girl And I thort she was in love with me to
And we became friends on Facebook and we wear talking a lot and she was call me Hun and the she said call me and we had a rally long chat and I said do u wont to go for a drink And she said I like boys and I felt Harte broke ageing and obsess with her.
and now I don’t no what I am. I’ve got no one and I fell its because
I gay and starting to fell that’s a rally bad thing and its because I feel ugly
But then I just think no u not u are rally lucky and buttefull but I just rally froststatus I haven’t got no one.
I just one to hold the love of live hand and kiss them yuckkkkk!!!!! And get down on one leg in the snow and a galls of champing and with a rally starship night and ask them to marry me that is my dream I so won’t to Badly.
I feel I’m ready for facebook but mum dident but she oley dident won’t me get hert but I just won’t to fell loved in that way and to walk down the street with her or he in my hands with buster and coco felling so prows and then mybee have I kid but some times I fell its not going to come true And that’s so pine full for me and I tack it out on my mum Woch is not nice for her because she fell giltey for not letting me dates yet and its not fear on me slowley slowley.
And rally bugs me like hell