My Name Is Jazz: Hart Broken

On the 15/12/1013 my berth dad was ent hear Ey more it was actuly the worts day of my life and the worts emosons I felt sick and rally rally sad.

I wasent very well and I was a sleep but when I work up mum sad jazz your dad is in hospital he’s got a bad chest infecson I couldn’t stop crying so we got my bedding and got in the car and went to hull hospital and I got thaer and mum said just remember he mite not rember u or he mite bee a sleep.

we got in the hospital and we got the news and I just berst into tears and then we ring my big brother and I never rally heard him cry hearing him cry is just brox my hart and i said to him one door close and a buffer Opens then we saw my berth mum.
Hearing her screming in my ears just brox my hart to and I couldnt
Fix it and that’s macks me fell even weers then mum and claudia and me and mummy bear went back to mine then the next day my friends waer hear and we had hour Christmas do.
I just won’t to get as drunk as a posibal and wake up and it to be all burnt way but It dident. my fiends waer god sends.
They stuck by my side the hole time so did mummy bear and my very very very best friend Claudia.
And all of my famley crisrmast was shite. Some times I just one it to be a very long Hobail Deam.  I’ve had my sheild on a very long time but it’s time to be a popper man now and show how I rally fell. It  fells like I just got a rally hobbial grace on my chest and it raw and I haven’t got Ey skin on it and it’s fell like It’s getting better then it gets Rey open aging and it’s hobbial but I’m okay I’m tuff as shit lol and my saven grase is my to adouble staffies I love them.
But dong get me rong it would bee good to have dad than have the massive wund on my chest.

The end I love all my friends and famley xXx

7 thoughts on “My Name Is Jazz: Hart Broken

  1. Hi Jazz , Thank you for sharing such a sad time with us .It takes great courage to talk about how you are really feeling and it’s ok to be feel so sad .It was terrible that this happened at Christmas but you sound like you were very grown up and strong .I wish you happy times as your pain heals , we never really lose the people or animals that we have loved as they are always in our hearts .

  2. Loosing people is so hard. My mom died when I was 20 (also at Christmas time) and it took me a loooong time to sort out my feelings around it (years in fact). I know it doesn’t feel like it, but it will get a bit easier…some days will still be hard as hell and others will be ok. You never stop missing them but your pain changes and time makes it more bearable. I’m 34 now and some days I cry like it happened yesterday, but most days I smile at the memories. Thanks for sharing:)

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